1. |
Still Nothing
02:46
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Falling down
I held
The door open
For you and i
A secret shout under my brim
Closet ghost taught me to swim
I’m beneath all of my friends
Like fuck it till the bitter end
Do not hesitate to tell
Spread a message I’ll go to hell
Rip a page full of my fears
Whisper like fire in my ear
Until it falls
Heckle, my disgust, it’s so sharp & painful
I feel it burning
On the inside, a painless flame it’s dire
Motionless corpse
Crush me, and breath me in like dust
Still suffering
I can’t take it, a release is overdue
Falling down
I held
The door open
For you and i x2
There’s so much wrong
There’s so much wrong
What can I do to change it
For the good of me x2
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2. |
Impatience
09:01
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Me:
Bullet in my skin but it’s all alone
My body in the wind making new tones
Sitting in a coffin with my old goals
Nails through my brain my souls stoned
You see it in the sky laughing at us
Picturesque family in some shackles what is this
Pray to something that I’m taken out with a
Blunderbuss, scythe wielder, pulled out of line via
The impatient circles you like sharks
I was inpatient but you were in the dark
Twisted mind but I’ll never be narced
This garbage tower is my landmark x2
Sidney Phillips:
Cunts fukin wit me
Cunts fukin wit me
Cunts fukin wit me every single day
Think u tryna beef me
Put u in my CP
Sidney P a real g reppin moreton bay
Middle fingers up to that cunt think he top shit
On the TV come and see come an watch it
Yung rock star so i do a lotta rock shit
Pressed OG on me ima pop it
An i feel gronk when i sell to my mates
Throwin up at the traino U can tell what i ate
Why these bitches hit me up tryna ask me ona date
Lame cunt on my dick thats 1 thing i hate
I jus wanna kick back make tracks quit my job lad
Walkin thru Kmart what can i rob lad
I keep doin drugs an i jus cant stop lad
Your music so bad cunt U shud stop lad
Cunts fukin wit me
Cunts fukin wit me
Cunts fukin wit me every single day
Think u tryna beef me
Put u in my CP
Sidney P a real g reppin moreton bay
Me:
Unique love but it’s a cycle
Tossed aside and still reciprocal
Eyes on my back like guided missiles
A silly situation won’t fizzle
The life I live will be my death
Body exhaled with the oceans breath
Let me be alone at the crest
That way I’ll suffer the best
The impatient circles you like sharks
I was inpatient but you were in the dark
Twisted mind but I’ll never be narced
This garbage tower is my landmark x2
Salted, but sweet at the core
A noose on my neck fits so nice
I could breathe a thousand times
For you and I (for you and I)
In the sanctuary of souls
I burn your theories, I burn your body
Inside a life, your lie in these eyes
I could’ve faked it, I couldn’t take it
Palaisindigo:
You were so far gone
Lifted up by the bleeding sun
Take your life and walk it backwards
Endless slingshots rock my brain
I want to never be the same
Inconsolable muses, forever I walk
One of these days I will forget how to talk
How to talk
Me:
Slide down, I’ll take your fall
Die down, for rest to us all x2
Curse me, I have your word
Try me, pain could be stirred
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3. |
Sunshine Birth
03:54
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Stay stuck with them wooden eyes
Glass shards up to the sky
It’s cool to get crossed by
Condition of a frugal life
Stars kneel when I do it right
Done wrong then I gotta fight
Skinny wrist held up with a dozen flies
Back on me you’ll never know why x2
Sew a sinew
Hear the whisper
Suicide you
I could’ve missed her
Portrait hung up
Took down a notch
Sort of what’s up
But I said a lot
Caught a case of frostbite
Burning up a soul
I forgot to do it right
Put my body in a hole
Skin tastes like acid
Destroy a greater good
Two souls in one system
If I knew I could
Born before Yaldabaoth
Sweet and sickly you should be
Post mortal like a seance
Get swept of your feet
You’re moving is like sex to me
Crouching tiger right beside us
You sounded just like me
But you were never truly with us
I did it wrong,
While you helped me, I’m sorry, you don’t believe it x4
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4. |
Twisted Pains
04:04
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You're my body scout
Trace my name in perfect cursive
Suspending a bridge with your ligaments
And it dances over my corset x2
By the way
Your fall from grace
Sounded so nice
Right between your eyes
Do you how to pick yourself up
Blood on my body
A piece that won't fit
Slide through, you can be my enemy
Sinews, twist and turn like anemones
Arched back, a trick that could fall
Forgetting your name so I can so tall
Lighting up the fire on the wall
Pussy ass particles are too quiet
Show me what it's like to be too tall
A breath of fresh air with all this silence x3
When you came over I thought you'd cauterize me
Face of God you let it put me on my back and sodomize thee
Ran away from morosity and came to a monstrosity
I knew that when I'd let you in you'd be an enemy
I caught a shadow of a glance that dissipated within
Seconds arose, from the meeting of my body and mind
No don't mind the fragmented screaming
No use, it's all derealized healing
Oh God, I feel it in my bones now
Twisted pains knock me right off my throne now
A threat of silenced announced by a sacred cow
Screeching halt of a demand I must disavow
Curse my brain if I could I'd destroy it
But if I did I'd be drinking the devil's spit
Bossy boy ran off to a better unit
You're not fit for this life I must admit
Take over my brain please x2
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Sterling Bidler
experimental musician out of iowa. hit me up if you want to collab
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