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lyrics

Doors
Doors open to something
I can’t comprehend now
But the scene has set
Death from
Fallen graces
Beyond this I rise now
It’s so beyond nothing

And we’ve all been
Thrown into the sea
Brand the name in time
Carved with the sharpest knife
I feel my veins freezing
As this world dissolves
This timeline has been absolved
From what I won’t admit
Head full of nothing
But it won’t quit
I’d wanna stop it
But I’d be useless
This room floods with chloroform
The screech of pain goes away
I’ll make sure to count my blessings
To the mind controller

I know the mind controller
I feel it’s pure grace
Fix this disturbance
And numb the pain
Bring me the solvent
I just met the shadow man
Red choirs dance in my head
As I break away
I know the mind controller
I feel it’s pure grace
Fix this disturbance
And numb the pain
I thought it was beyond denial
I thought I saw the stars kneel
Forever trapped in this toxic waste
This garbage is my special place

My breath is anonymous
The taste of everything at once
Found dead behind the clock tower
With a jawline full of radium
The snake oil looked & tasted like water
It dripped from the leaves of the giving tree
I lay in my ashes
As I’m enveloped in the jimsonweed
Before I forget how the time passed on
I’ll let you carve my sigil in my spine
It’ll be so beautiful
This mess is so fucking divine
A thousand swords fell from the night sky
Into the laps of the parasites
I finally met ends meet
This coil tied by your hands

You know I got too close to the shadow
Fly on the wall I look down on you
They caught you walking in the meadow
I said that’s what I do
We all just pulled down to the pavement
In my mind I look back at the arrangement
Never knew I’d be so close to the payment
Death in my head you know I’ve seen it

I told you now
I found out
It’s all bloody now
The heart echos twice more
Until I find the fabric
Just leave my shoes at the door

Fuck fuck fuck fuck
Again x8

I’m at the end of the cycle
The gatekeeper passes me through
As I travel onward
I’m born anew

I know the mind controller
I feel it’s pure grace
Fix this disturbance
And numb the pain x8

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from Sound Waves Are Killing Me And I Love It, released January 5, 2024

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